TODAY !!!!

afternoon went to CCAB to watch div 1 womens game between SRC and Cresent ... dunno ehk who win ..dtg lmbt la... den dunno wher to go call tara to come to my house and record the Song Kaulah bintangku ... finally get the recorded version of the song !! HAPPY !! aft that send azizi and tara to the bus stop ... today was Earth Day i thought block lights are goin to shut down but wrong la... until 9.15 no switch off... okae la... lucky dpt naik lift balik rumah ...

thats all la.. iam tired...

Check the song okae... anybody interested can ask me via MSN kae...

CIoWZzzzz....

aft long time.... i never update this blog ... tired and busy ...

ok!!! well today overall was fine,school as per normal gerek !!
went for training aft skul ... gerek sei tapi kan coach mcm ***.. saw my old school mate and her brother... so OK !! long time never see... den went home otw home ...text nini whether tmr jadi tkgy jogging ..once again tk jadi ..would probably Ratu or her have sumtin on ... nvm korang ...next time we go again... erm ..

Mcm biase la kan balik on comp online chat with nini again ..tell her abt my feelings toward that someone... i hope i can get her sei ...aduh mak !! parah ! stress tau aku ...every single day ... thinking of her... she was like always playing in my head...really i MISS her.... cant denied it..

so now ..iam blank ..dont have any words in my brain ...
STOP !!!

write it again in another post .... Celoh BetEh !!!!

ello................

Overall today was fine... my fever is recovering only slight flu and cough...

ok... today wen out with akym,azizi... go victoria theater... guess what the toilet lawa seh ...

ok ... aft jln2 all go to waterfront.. got this band from australia perform.what a great performance sei... i admire the bassist and the vocalist... super gerek !!! well while enjoying the performance...some1 tap my back ... turn ard skali ngok FARAH and her frens... ok... at 7.30 decided to go home with azizi..while walking gt text msg... frm farah die pun nk join kte balik .. den we wait for her... ok den walk to city hall mrt..

hmm guess what while i was enjoying ... since yesterday ...
i really miss her... how am i suppose to tell her ?? okae nvm forget it...
if u reading .. to be frank I DO MISS U !! ait... ok ..bye!!

tmr aft got carnival... morning goin for a short jog ... cant wait till tmr... !!!

bye !!

No story for today...

not feeling well....

today ...

morning went to doctor as i am having fever since last sat ... fuyoh ...
get lots of medicine OMG !!! nvm treat it as normal.. aft that afternoon have to go flagday but MC's for today ... sorry guys.. went to sim lim tower with my parent although tengah sakit... my bro bought a MP4... cost around $48 ...isn't it cheap ??

kaela after that shopping spree went to westcoast and makan ... inside the bus meet Din,haikal and friends... dunno where they are from ...

ok thats all for now... mau makan ubat ...SAKIT NIE !!!!

ola !!!

Today skul was fun .. go to school with ratu today den mit up with hafiz at mac..aft having our breakfast..go to skul ... guess what go to skul late today... haha...
aft that lesson per normal.. but during social studies,no teacher enter the class,so we decided to leave early for break ..when to mac again tis time i never eat..meet up with ratu and pai ... decided not goin back to school..but oh shit ..i cant coz i left my beg in the class ... nvm la... i came in to maths lesson late... den my body wasnt feeling unwell.ok chill i rest for awhile,so go home change and go for jamming guess what ... it was boring nobody played any song.. i pay only $2 ... coz i only go for awhile, den mit wif hafiz,akym,haikel,ratu,tipah and others near hakeem blok ...they all play play takraw... i wasnt playing coz i dont really like to play it and also i am sick...sit around until 6.30 ..talk2 with them ..den ratu asked hafiz something ... oh shit,he was like kinda sad ...he cant forget some1 ... sad2 ... be strong dude...
Den ratu asked me and hafiz a question, what type of girl do we like??
so me and hafiz tell her.. ok i guess u know ryte what type of girl i want ?? .... Go home buy 2 d.cheese burger at mac and apple coz da lapar giler ...since afternoon i have not eaten ... tkda selera... well i guess eating 1 burger and apple pie is enough so i give 1 to my bro...

i guess that all for now ... i am sick ... cannot type anymore...
so i am not goin to Flag Day tmr ...sorry hafiz and esfan...

Monday Mayhem !!!`

Today is the start of our march holiday ... ppl enjoy2. .. kte kene skola mane adil nie... haha...
welll today skul was fun ... when to mit tara and finish up our song aft skul ...finally i made it...the song titled KAU LAH BINTANG KU . Lyrics are all by me ... my own composition ...just for that some1 ..
*the song i wrote is just for you* ... den ratu and her bro came by ...join us... talk2 ... aft that i guess she read the lyrics ..OMG !!! i was like ... nvm ..at least she know the song is for her ..
aft reading it ... she asked me to sing it.. Paisey la ... bt i try singing it..den stp at verse 1 tara was like playing the PSP... kae nvm. I guess bcoz of that kau tk bbl ngn aku ??? or bcoz i wrote the song ?? well if u don't like it...i can at least throw the song away !!! i willing to do that ...
erm.. I know dat u got problem ... c'mon la dun stress abt it ... i will always be by ur side... helping u ... klau nk bbl .... just call me kae ... coz i know u lazy to reply sms'es...

erm... tis the end ...
looking forward for skool tmr...

BYE!!!

hey2 ...
* sorry for not posting last 2 days ....

East Coast Park trip was fun ...stayed there for 2 days...
but during the 1st day had alots of fun .... friends all come sey ..thks la guys ... Pit jauh2 tapi korg sanggup dtg ... sorry aku tk dpt antar balik ehk...

played volleyball with hakeem,ratu,adi,tara and few other... very fun sey ..
aft they eat and talk a few words they went home... left me,ridhwan,tara & jordan...
At night me and tara play the guitar with some tunes...gerek ar.. we got 2 songs already wrote...
Welll loking forward to recording the song.... Just wait for it ...

B4 i forget ...friday we bought haikel and my bro present... each of them we buy them a wallet ...
my bro wallet was a black white billabong and while hiekel was a green wallet if i remember...

kaela what a day i have... very tiring.. At ECP it have been raining for abt 2 days.... All the tent are filled with water ...stress sey asl tido jer air jatuh ... hahaha...

thats all ...
Nites !!!

today in skul... i have great fun bt yet theres also irritated moments...

Irritating moments was during assembly today ... DM was like angry or wat... i dunno ar...
Anybody talk ... + 5 mins sleep +5 min ... we all was like wth ... summore got course at 2 ...
everyone was like irritated .... nvm la...
course time was great although it was boring at 1st ... slowly it became very interesting ..especially the part where we have to discuss abt the class achievements and value... 4n3 was like kecoh !! further still the coach was sporting... he help us alot although only afew only attend the course.... still gerek ar... we was like the most kecoh class den 4n2 .... heck care la... we are trying to prove that 4n3 is united as 1 class.... hahha... I like that part... the funniest is when jesslyn was presenting she was very eager... enthusiam...it was a memoriable moment la...

I lOVE TODAY !!!!

Today was extremely a boring day ...
go to school as per normal ... lesson today boring ...
remedial do the review worksheet ... still got 2 page left...
after remedial chill out with the others ..played guitar sing some tune with them ...
i love the part when we duet .... kinda like it... eat kuaci like wat ... da mcm apek2...
well during chilling out i was like dreaming of somewhere ... i tried to keep myself calm bt i cant...
just dont know why .... whenever i saw tat some1 i just couldnt stand it ... it just make me sad and sad bt wat to do ... trying my best get her out of this mind... it wouldnt be easy coz simply we saw each other .... to tell the truth,there's still no meaning to eat ... she is happy i guess with some1 ... i hope 1 day god will answer my prayer and make u realised that the some1 is not the 1 that u think he is...Well i jus could stand seeing that guy face... IT'S ALL OVER ... we are just friend...

Tmr P.E 2.4km run shit... i dun want to run .. backbone still freaking pain sia...
looking forward for tmr lesson got course till 5 ...wth...jus to go that course must pay $10 ..
leadership2.... BORING !!!!!

Hey2 ...

school was fun today ... today i cant believe i wore a watch to school ... i dunno wat got into me...
today physic lesson 2 period Free,ms chan wasnt in class....English today was boring for me... i nearly fell a sleep ... sleepy sia ... lucky today no remedial all the teacher got course...

after school it was raining heavily ... bt still got training la.... knock around with the sec 1 n 3 boys ....have fun ... bt it still boring ar ... no Bboys attend ...

Guys if can come la...we can help some of them skills ...
marzuki came ... and then he went home... f***...
all the best la Cboys for ur upcoming game ok ...

Thats all ..

Fun sia ...

Today ... i have fun goin out with nini,ratu and tara... in the morning we go for a jog..and afternoon we go to the lib and after doin our stuff we go to IMM ... and eat at BAGUS ...

after eating all .... we take some photo ...

SMile !!!

nini,shalan&ratu

what the hell are we doing !!!

Magic !!

Shalan & ratu

(friends)

well guys i have fun today taking photo and stuff... after that phototaking we go lepak for awhile ... tara played the guitar... ratu sang ... her voice was melodious.. we duet together in the song titled, dugaan dari illahi ... fuyoh da mcm siti ngn sm salim sey ...hahaha.... well hope to sing together with u again this time we sing my own composition ... okae !!! Thanks again for the day today... i really have fun ..hope to go out with u guys again next time ... Ratu wait for my new composition ... and the song is totally just for you ...

Thats all ...

ciowz MAn ...!!!

wohoo ...

Today tired sia... went for game at 4+ till 7 i just reached home... super tired...
scored 3 goals today against SVHA... they damn though although all of them old already but we manage to beat them 6-5 ... with a last min goal scored by myself so happy sia...
Rabak sia... Tara and Aqil bag was missing during our game time... luckily hp and wallet they pass tuh jordan..Guna give them $10 each for transportation... Guna and mr kanan paid food and drinks for us... they blanja curry puff and chicken wings only where got enough.. haiyaa....

tmr sat ... thought of going out with the others but then i have no money to go out... hafiz say going out no nid money ..he dont know that i need to eat or stuff... so decided to go lib... got lots of homeworks... especially essays and maths... cannot tahan sia sec4 ... STRESS !!!
Tmr morning goin jogging with nini and ratu... well mit u guys at 7am ...

thats all .. i wanna sleep DAMN TIRED now... cannot tahan sia...
so blog again tmr ..

hello again ...

just came back from training.... wow very2 tired...
mrs thong called asked me to inform the others to bring their chem file...
how difficult is a duty of a class monitor...haiz...
hmm well today training quite boring as not many attend ... tmr the B girls will be having their game at 7am ... imagine how early itis ... just a postpone game ... haha ...
well all the best girls ... best wishes frm me. ..
1 heart 1 soul YUHUA !!!! makesure u guys win the game and make the school name proud ait ... beat them as how we beat the other team in our last game 10-0 ... ok !!..

today go home ... no food was cooked sia... hungry fuyoh ...
afterr watching the ntl schools on tv .. wen to go for a bath and cooked a MAGGI for myself... tk cukup sey ...lapar babe ...

thats all la for now...
blog tmr kae...

hell ooo ....


today is school was fun ... but yet there still moment which made me sad ...
hmm ... at the parade ground ... i was given a letter which was noted to me ...
after reading the letter .... deep in the heart totally will be sad la ... but i jus keep calm ...i know it is her decision ... well i would like to thank her for reading my blog and know wat is my feeling towards her... i also heard that you did cry when u read the post ..i wrote her back with the letter and a short note of thanks... and sorry aku tk pass surat tu sendiri coz aku in a rush tadi ...
well i hope u will read it ... and once again thanks !!!

FYI , i also cried when i wrote the post...


that all for now ...mayb i will blog again today night ...

today at school... kecoh sia...
i dunno la wat to say .... but today i finally felt happy ...
did physic test during remedial ... walan i dunno whether i can pass or not... it was like all the sec 3 topics and i kinda didnt remember alot of things... but wat i know i already do my best...n i hope i will pass this time round ...

hmm ... lots of problem today ..there's fight among my friends.... but it is over such a nonsense thing... hahah.... but wat i know i did wat i am supposed to do ....

hmmm ... this sat all of them goin to watch the movie... i dunno whether am i suppose to go ... cos i tink i dun have the money ... bt i will try to keep saving... i hope it will be enough to hold me for the movie day .. well ..
i thought of not going ... bt then hafiz told me that ratu ask me to follow them ... i am still considering on whether wanna go or dun wanna go ....
i told hafiz that i am going...coz he kept saying that 'just go,just go' and he wanted me to treat him food... he tink funny isit... wth ...

show me whether u can get Miss Clumsy then i will treat u the food. ok friend !!!

well i will be looking forward to this sat outing lets see what u will
happen ok ...

well thats all for now...

today i felt as if i had done something stupid ...
i dunno whether to feel sad or angry...
ya ALLAH tolonglah aku ...

i hope went u read this u will know how much is my love towards u ;

kita telah berkenalan buat 4 tahun ... tapi baru setahun yg lalu perasaan sayangku terhadapmu makin membara ...tetapi aku tidak ingin memberitahumu dahulu sebab aku tk mahu hubungan kwn kita putus.. tetapi kasih sayangku terhadapmu sehinga kini tidak pernah cuak ... tetapi kini pabila aku ingin memberitahumu yg aku mencintaimu pelbagai masalah terjadi ... aku berdiam diri sehingga sekarang.... waktu kita berbual dan lepak bersama... perasaan itu hidup kembali
aku menjadi khayal kdg2 memikirkan mu ... tetapi tidak ku sangka.. bkn hanya aku yg mencintaimu tetap rakan karib ku juga meyukaimu ... kita semua tahu yg die telah mempunyai pacar tetapi.... mereka sering bertengkar...

Tapi ... hari ini aku terdengar bahawa dia telah berputus dgn pacarnya... nta itu benar atau tidak ...
mungkin kau pernah dengar dari hafiz yg aku sukakan kau ... aku telah cuba sedaya upaya ku utk bercakap dgn mu tapi ade sesuatu yg melarang... aku tk ingin bergaduh dgn teman karibku hanya sebab kamu ... but at least i hope kau sanggup dengar confession aku ... aku tulis ini dgn hati yg ikhlas.. dan sementara itu airmataku mengalir dipipi ... aku tidak pernah berasa sebegini sedih utk seorang gadis yg aku sayangkan ... tangisan ku ini diibaratkan seperti air yg mengalir dari paip yg tidak tahu kemana arah tujuannya...


And this is my confession ...

Aku sayangkan kau sejak dulu ..tapi ape aku blh buat kan keputusan semue ade ditangan kau ...
aku btol2 sayangkan, cintakan kau ... tapi mungkin kau tk akan percaya kata aku ... so aku hope kau tahu yg aku sayangkan kau sehingga bile2... ok ...


writing this note with my full heart and sincere ...
just to let u know ... how much i love you ..

Shalan

Soory for not writing for 2 days .... iam damn tired ...


well today i had a tiring day ... woke up @ 8 am as i have kendarat @ bukit batok..
after the kendarat end at 5.30...went to westmall and walk around...
went to buy new mp3 ...cheap skate want la only $55 ... i used the money i get from the kendarat work... my whole body is very2 pain .... after goin to gym on friday and hockey on sat ... my whole body is in pain ....

well if u like some1 u will have to tell them ... but how am i supposed to tell her... oh god ... pls help me... i cant keep all these on my own ... jus give me 1 day which is special so that i could actually her how much i like,love her very2 much ...
thanks to someone who have help me .... but now i am on my own to tell her how much i love her very2 much ... if i do like her to theres also a difficulty as there's two guys which are closes to me who also like ... wat i care 1 of them already have some1 still want to have another 1 ... the other 1 also i think she wont be interested... lets just see how will we leveled...

THE 'HER' will be remain unknown for now. .. only i am the 1 who know it...

thats all for now ...
writing again the nxt day ...

Shalan...